all right, all right.. before SOMEONE tells me that i'm not using my blog again.. i better type something in.. ok ok.. i got conditional promotion.. meaning i have to take conditional exam next year to see if i can promote.. this sux man.. but oh well, better that then being outright retained.. at least i'm given a second chance.. oh well, study thru the hols lor.. what to do.. really want to be promoted man.. i so can't do cross-fac subjects..
anyway, i've been feeling kind of down these two days due to some things.. i'm not sure of what i want, how i feel, whether or not i should go ahead with what i've been planning for.. my mind is in a mess and I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! someone just keeps spoiling my plans until i'm confused about it.. and another someone is just not being truthful to me.. it hurts man.. i really hurts.. especially when i've been doing my best to help you.. you are just not telling me everything.. how am i supposed to help?? tell me.. i'm just getting so tired of all these.. maybe i should just step back and not bother.. but it's not my personality to stand at one side and watch another die.. you know.. you want help.. i'm willing to help.. but you don't tell me everything!!! ARGH!!! your attitude just makes me so sad.. really.. my heart bleeds over it.. i don't know if i can still trust you anymore.. i really don't know..
10/22/2005 03:22:00 PM
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